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Sunday, March 12th, 2006
12:58 am	Your Hidden Power Is: Earthly You are sort of childish yet brave. If you get pissed off you become a very strong fighter. You hate seeing the earth die and you use your special powers to save the earth from becoming hell. You are loved by many and hated by few but you only despise those that try and destroy your wonderful earth. Gem Stone:Emerald Eye Color:Lime Green Hair Color:Brown with green on the bottom tips and it is shoulder length flipped out. Quote:I tear my heart open. I sew my self shut. My weakness is that i care to much. And our scars remind us that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel. What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Monday, February 20th, 2006
11:22 pm	Otesha ROCKS please if you read this go to www.otesha.ca and read about them I have a great part in the skit so I can't wait till I get to preform it. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 9th, 2006
11:09 pm	I'm having a awful few days, just in general. I've been in a high swing for about a month now which is a very long time for me and yesterday I started crashing...today I continued crashing. A few times in the last few days I've just started crying at random... Jesa helps me so much, she holds me and takes care of me but then I made her sad so I really guess that doesn't work. I'll have to be strong so I don't need so much taking care of. I don't even want to get into that. I was acting like a total jerk yesterday because my mood started changing and when I went to appoligise to Liz today she wouldn't even listen to me soI'm more then a litttle pissed at her. She's always been a little bossy and had a bit of a supirriority complex but never so bad, I guess since she taught little kids for so long... I thought having Liz back at school and having her as a friend which she seemed to want would be nice but all I can say now is that she needs to pull the log out of her ass and get off her god damn pedistle. It makes me laugh because no one really likes her that much and those people that really try and be her friend she abuses so badly. Like me for example. I think she may be having some regrets over us...just her face and some of the things she says. I really hope not, I mean I want to turn her down but I don't like hurting people. seriously, what ex compliments your kissing after a bad break-up, imediatly after...? I'm sure she's gay, she has this general resentment towords guys and seems to spend alot of time with her eyes wandering over girls. Enough about Liz, long story short (too late) I try and avoid her as much as possible. On the bright side there's lots of fun coming up in the next 2 weeks. Sat is Jesa's B-day so that shoulc be fun if I can pull myself together. Mon is Musicfest so I get a day off school and I chill almost all day. Tue is valentines day. I'm really excited about that because I've never had someone to be with before and now I have everything I could ever want. Liz scedualed an Otesha meeting that day but I'm gona be sick, with love. Wed is a half day, and thurs is an Otesha meeting I plan on attending. Fri is the first Otesha HITW day as is Sat and Sun so I get to hang out with lots of people all weekend. I'm gona try and organize a sleepover at my place on the Friday just cause it's eaiser that way. I'm so glad I have Jesa, I'd be completly lost without her, she's my best friend, my lover, my protector, and soulmate. I can't imagine being with anyone else. I wish I had time to go on but after blowing off some steam I'm a little tired so I need sleep. Tomorrow is Friday so that's good at least. Get to spend most of my weekend with Jesa, ^_^ Jesa time is my fav ^_~"\/ Current Mood: Unstable, at best (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
10:27 pm	I'm going to take this oppertunity to say I love Jesa... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
12:43 am	My party last Sat was SOOOO kickass. I got to hang out with so mnay people I love to hang out with. First thing I did was sneak Dan and Tasha to my room so they could enjoy some quiet time out of the watchful eye of Kita, the school, and/or Tasha's rents. Then I played D&D, Tomas and I DMed and Ryan, Jerdon, Jesa, Kita, and David played. It was fun, lots of laughing and a great time to be had. Then the game session ended and we went back to just hanging out and playing video games. Everyone loved Jesa and Tasha keeps calling her older sister because I'm Older brother. She keeps saying she's really cute... ... ... ...mine... Lots of good memories from the party, like when the cat bitch slapped Tomas, good times. And I get to go Paintballing on Thurs. YAY ^_^ (Comment on this)
Friday, January 27th, 2006
11:12 pm	It's party time! I'm too excited to sleep and I'm really excited about my party tomorrow. I think I said this once in my LJ before but let me reiterate, it's for Winter-een-mas which is the gamers holiday, and me being the god of gaming(my friends agree)try and throw a party every year since it's creation 2 years ago. This years theme is D&D and other tabletop gaming and last years theme was multiplayer games. So far everyone I invited is comeing which is great since last year everyone cancelled last second. I'm really glad I'm inviting Tasha and Dan because they never get a second alone outside of school and I'm glad to give them help More importantly I get to show off my beautiful girlfriend this year which I can't wait to do. We're gona make KD at some point, 9 boxes @.@...I will feed my army then we will take the world. Which reminds me I'm third in comand in Ryans army but I have more or less the same power, I'm the enforcer. But Tomas, Ryan, and I make up more of a comittee with Ryan our head me the man of action and Tomas my backup and strategist. I don't know why we're an army but we are and that's all that matters. Luckly Dan got a new laptop so Tomas and I can have some electronic help DMing the D&D game. I CAN'T WAIT (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 21st, 2006
1:24 pm	My wonderful girlfriend made me this! omgomgomg *kisses her* its so great! <3 ( OMGWTFBBQLOL ) Current Mood: loved Current Music: Jesa and me talking (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 19th, 2006
10:45 pm	Been busy being with Jesa so I havn't really gotten a chance to be on my computer let alone be by myself to use it ^_^ just the way I like it. I like never being alone and it makes me feel good that someione can put up with me for long periods of time. It seems that everyone that gets close to me like that wants to date me...girls anyway... I recall hanging out with Liz and that she tried to be so careful about it, looking back on it I can see it clearly but hey, hindsight is 20/20. The first time she wanted to sit in my lap, she made up some excuse, I bilieve she claimed to be afraid of lightning which I now know she's not so that was... After that she said I made a good pillow which can be vairfied by anyone whos ever leaned on me. Over the next little while she progressivly got closer to me until I was squished up playing videogames and she grabbed my hand and put it over her. This explains why she considered us to be dating so long, she probably considered me her boyfriend all summer where as I really didn't consider her as my girlfriend until she was coming on too strong for me not to ask her out. Then there was Eli who was just kinda cuddley in the first place as am I so I was her pillow, once again girl gets close to Ryan...Then there was Jesa Jesa was someone I could help make feel better and always apprieciated it, when I tried to be nice to her instead of getting made fun of she was glad to accept. I remember her crying in my arms and all hugged her tight and tried to give her a safe place to be. I have little control on the world around me but when someone is in my arms they are safe, anyone who needs protection can find it with me. Jesa always says such nice things about me in her LJ, she's always makes me so happy to read the stuff she puts in there about me, I want to put something similar in here but I know I can't do it in writing. I could only possible explain it in words and even then there aren't enought of those to fully make people understand. I love everything about her, the way she always tells me everything no matter how small and always listens to my crazy ideas and insane plans. She's never afraid to try something new, and she's easy to make blush. I love the way she reacts when I whisper in her ear and I love the way she spends so much time trying to figure out how to spend more time with me.I could just go on but I don't think I could make anyone understand anyways. I want everyone to know shes mine and more importantly know I'm hers. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 25th, 2005
9:48 pm	You know, it's kinda depressing that my grandmother got my bro and my parents nice gifts and they were all kinda expensive and really personalized. Then she got me bus tickets. Not only bus tickets but bus tickets wrapped in a little box and put in a bag so it got my hopes up. When I opened it she just started laughing, and so did everyone else because they all thought it was funny. When does that ever sound funny? On top of that she gave my bro and rents money in their cards...I got $0.00 Little bit of a sad note to end Chirstmas on. On the brighter side of things I'm done fighting with Eli ^_^ Not the kinda trun out you'd expect but at least I'm done fighting. She says I can't go in her house to see Jesa anymore but really I couldn't care less because she'll be away eventually and I'll come over and she'll get back and have to try and forcefully remove me. I'd like her to try, would give me a chance to laugh a little. Many people think I'm being an asshole here but it's ok, if Eli want's to play people for saps because she's a poor little girl who never gets treated fairly so be it. I ain't gona argue, I'm just gona say I know the whole story and I don't like her so if you respect my opinion at all you'll know all the sugar coming out of her mouth can't possible be true. Takes alot to incur my wrath and she can't do it but my spite is quite easy to get. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
1:23 pm	MERRY CHIRSTMAS! I didn't really get much this year but I got enough. I got a DS (^^) but it's blue and I really want silver. My mom didn't know what game to get me so she got me a gift card for bestbuy instead, so it's not like I can play it today anyways. I'm probably gona get Meteos, Castlevania, and Megaman if I can afford it. I'm gona leave the DS closed and if they have a silver one there tomorrow I'll get it if not then I won't. If all else fails I'm sure that EB or somewhere like that will exchange an unopened DS for one of a different colour. Can't wait to play, I need to mak more money so I can buy more games, I also have to remember to go get sonic adventure battle 2 for Jesa and me tomorrow. Well here's to life *raises glass* Chirstmas makes me happy to have such wonderful things like a nice home and lot's of food. I love getting to see people happy when they open my gifts. When my dad accually reacts to something it's so weird cause he usually doesn't care. I'm also thankful for all my great friends that care about me as much as I care about them. I especially thankful for Jesa, she's such a loving caring girlfriend. She wanted me back even after she should have told me to get lost. I care about her above all else and I want the whole world including her to know that. Merry Chirstmas my friends. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
5:19 pm	Comet You are a once-in a lifetime wonder!!! Magnificent in your spectral illusions and bewildering in your invincible speed, so many hundreds wait days for you to appear. As a p[erson, you are attractive to others, and very determined, fun and playful! You can make any situation lively and share the same qualities as a shooting star. 'A comet may wander across a lonely mans path for a minute, but brighten his life for eternity...' Which Elemental wonder are you?? Fantastic results and beautiful pictures brought to you by Quizilla Your soul is caring. Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you. How is your soul? [pics] brought to you by Quizilla Your Hidden Power Is Water You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted will get pissed off at those who bug you. You do whatever you can in your powers to help those of your allies and have a okay taste for human kind, but you find them rather annoying on occasions. Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long that goes to your waist. Quote:If you wait for me Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled far, I always hold a place for you In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll return and fill that space in your heart What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::. brought to you by Quizilla ...that's one hell of a quote. You are a Gypsy Warrior! Color: Orange Animal:Phoenix Stone: Mandarin Garnet Element: Fire Rebellious has your name all over it! You are very righteous and try to persuade others to follow your lead. You have a zero tolerance for mean people of idiots and like to be heard. You have a temper and know how to fight. If fighting for what you truly belive in, you will dominate the battlefield. You don't need magic to help you and would rather use a cutlass. You probably have many friends at school and are most likely into music. Your boyfriend should match your personality but also should help you realize that sometimes you should just relax and go with the flow. Please cough...rate...cough and eat lemons Which Ultimate Warrior are you? (Breath-taking pics and lenghty results!) brought to you by Quizilla You are a kitsune! Magical and sly, you are one of the most highly appreciated animals in Asian mythology. You have many powers such as mind control and possesing but everything has a downfall. You can be killed easily by a person with a strong faith. However, your powers get you through most of life. Lucky you! Which Mythical Creature Are you? brought to you by Quizilla You were acused of witch craft and burned at the stake (and if you lived in Salem hung). You were misunderstood and probably didnt have many friends. You also really believed in balance such as you can not have night without day. This life you are still that way. Your fear is of fire. How Did You Die? (Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
5:41 pm	I am 100% Internet Addict. Whoa, am I ever addicted! I'm probably a little over weight with lots of acne, feeling lost, and alone, trying to escape from my sorry life with an internet life. I must crawl outta the basement, see Take the Internet Addict Test @ FualiDotCom (Comment on this)
12:05 am	Is it sad that I have such gay-ness all about me but no one notices? I realized today I own a leather collar, a black cowboy hat, quite gay sunglasses(which I keep in plane site) and I'm constently blasting fruity music, yet no1 can figure out I'm gay unless I tell them. So I had a rather interesting experience at E-club today...I have a...mark...on my neck...not one that most people would have...and my shirt slipped down a bit and the teacher took the time to quite loudly point out that I had it while she stood next to Liz -_-" This wasn't so bad because I'm over her but she's still not talking to me and I have to fix that and I'd rather not push her too far away from me. The strange thing is I think she was very jelous...jelous enough to wait until Kita was close to me to start in a louder-then she normally talks- voice telling her all about this really really really (she stressed really) hot guy who just happened to randomly start hitting on her in starbucks. First off, I find it funny that she's trying to make me jelous, secondly I'm a liar, and a damn good one too. I know the difference between a lie and a truth, especially in regards to experience. She never gave a name for this guy she talked to for like an hour, she never mentioned anything other then the fact thats hot, never said what she was doing there, never ended it with a plausable end. I could go on, just remember not to lie to me cause I will catch you. It's weird, am I really worth making jelous? I got the impression she didn't think I was worth stepping in. I did a little D&D today with Jesa which was fun. I didn't work cause my boss is a F#$%ing moron who thinks he can just call me up at any hour and I'll be ready to go and work. We spent alot of time working on Jesa's Characters(3) and they still aren't finished, I still have to give her druid a wolf companion, have to work out loads, and I'm sure I'm missing more. but I like DMing and I thikn that when I mark the books with sticky notes so I know what is where really fast then I'll be able to do it better. Tomas is supposed to come over tomorrow and teach me D&D for a few hours. I have a music theroy test tomorrow and I don't know anything on it, plus I need to do my playing test before the holidays or I take a zero. Jesa's leaving ;_; !!! Please stay!!! On that note I'm sick of Eli, she acts so childish and immature all the time and is being an all around bitch. She doesn't want to be my friend, the exact words she tells everyone when my back is turned is "I'm afriad I'm gona end up being his friend again". Well fine, I try not to be spiteful despite the fact I am very much but if thats bad then fuck her. I refuse to have her call me names behind my back to all my friends and still have enough ego left to think that my msn name was for her (Stop calling me names behind my back and come and talk.(I'll explain it later)). She accually won't let me come in the house because I make her feel uncomfertable when I go to see Jesa. Will all due respect when her drugged up sister and abusive boyfriend came to stay they made Jesa more then a little uncomfertabe but she still tried non-stop to get them to come back. She has no respect for property, I find things around her house that belong to me that I've lent to Jesa and she's gone in and taken without asking then left lieing around. Her house is discusting and I really hate being there. Then there was the time she borrowed my calculator. I only have one scientific one and I ahd a math test first period the next da so I gave it to her for her science test so she could pass then she could give it back. I made it clear I needed it back the next day yet she still left it at home, not because she forgot it but because she didn't think I needed it...why did she think leaving it at home would be a good idea? So I aced that math test and the following physics test by the seat of my pants and had another pysics quiz the next day, so I told her, " I need it back tomorrow". Guess what? She forgot it and I had to do all the calculations in my head (HARD). So the next day I had a Physics unit test which would be mainly difficult math questions so I needed my calculator badly and she forgot it again! Like a week after that I finally got it back and she acted really offended that I might be a little upset that it took so long. *sigh* I understand when I'm not welcome and if she never talks to me again so be it, not a big loss, but if she tries to keep me away from Jesa I will be foreced to call her a bitch several times to her face then proceed to yell at her until she understands. The msn name "Stop calling me names and come and talk was not for Eli it was for Liz because instead of talking to me like a mature adult she'd rather call me a dick in her msn name...like "You lie to me then you act like we're the best for friends, your a dick" or "You treat me like that then act like everything is ok...you are such a dick" that was wonderful...if she hadn't been such an uncaring and all around awful girlfriend I wouldn't have done anything. Since she was I didn't feel like calling her and telling her we we're broken up, I didn't feel like talking to her so I walked off and found some1 who cares about me, namly Jesa, although I didn't do too well there either. Thats a shame but Carpe Diem right? Don't live in the past, deal with the problems thrown at you today. Thats the way I see Carpe Diem. Liz being a bitch isn't a problem until she makes her bitchy-ness known to me at the present. Eli trying to get me kicked out of her house doesn't matter until she does it. I can't deal with problems in advance, it doesn't work, all I can do is deal one at a time. Trying to deal with things that havn't happened yet just leads to me manipulating people around those traps and snares...then people hate me cause they think I'm doing it for my own ends -_-" Ouch, that was nice, I just found the scedual for the day Liz came back to school for the co-op fair, the day I lost control of this whole situation. Oy, no trust from my friends and a constant need to hit something is not a good combo because the constant need to hit turns to the friends. It doesn't help they all get really grosed out if I make a innuendo, which is one of my fav kinds of jokes. OY! We have a buyout for the last 2hrs of Fri and when I decided I was gona donate $5 to the cause I figured I might as well buy out some1 else as well ($2 each) so I payed for Cailin and the teacher, in frotn of the whole class (thank god Cailin was in the bathroom) starts talking about how he thinks I'm her boyfriend and how he sees e flirting all the time, I've never been so close to slaping someone, never. I procceeded to rip him apart, if you've ever been insulted by me you know that I get mean and I'm very good at it to. I told him if he'd stop being a dick for a minhe would understand the whole kindness thing and if everyone didn't hate him he might understand what it's like to have a friend. I just went on until he looked like he would cry. When Cailin came back I told her about it and she was like "but...EWWWWWW...you like my brother!!" YAY ^_^ another sister for Ryan, that makes like 4? 5? something like that...The twins call me Onii-san(big bro in Jap), Jesa thinks I'm at lease a little her bro, and I'm sure that's not the end of the list. OMG we had a supply teacher in math today and the second half of the period was Mr. Sidu, I hate him so much. He picked on me in gr10 because I was fat so I teamed up with Brendan and made fun of him everyday in the front row so we got the point across. I was such a dick to him, he started talking to me when I was telling Tasha something about the work and I was just like "Can't you see I was talking to her? Excuse me!" then I turned around and finished talking to Tasha. Then he made me sit at the front and I went "OHHH stapler! Can I borrow it for a sec?" and he yelled at me to focus. I proceeded to sit down and teach a student the math in 2mins what he had taken almost 30mins to try and teach and not done it so far because he was too stupid to do it himself. I have this huge stack of Chirstmas carols and I had to staple them which is why as soon as he wasn't looking I stole the stapler and got it back before he noticed I'd taken it. Even though I had to run(yes I mean run) across the room to get the paper. I get to go caroling tomorrow! My per2 teacher Mr. Worral is one of the greatest guys and he said since me and my friends are done (they copied my circuits) we could go caroling around the school tomorrow. The weird thing is that he suggested this not me. It was funny cause he's so proud of me that I made the greatest witty retort a few days ago. we had this co-op presentation and no1 was asking Q's so I put up my hand and asked like 5 and I made a grammar error because I forgot a word and when this ass started making fun of me for it I was just like "and I didn't hear you, what was your question? You can just shut up now."and the kid just stopped talking. Lots of fun but we didn't get to make T-shirts in E-club today ;_; Accually David brought fudge so I had like a pound and just went on a pure sugar rampage around the school. I had a meter stick adn I can weild it like a quarter staff so I was helping Ryan Smith recruit his army to take over the world. I accually ended up getting like 20 people to come sit in a room for no reason. Then I found Ryan a marker on a stick and him, Tomas, and I s tarted explaining our evil plans to take over. I suggested mind control sirum in muffins. No one can resist a muffin. I love Chirstmas but have no idea what I want, I just like buying other people stuff. Although I managed to burn like $200 on gifts... I got my bro a bunny for his B-day on Sun but he's already maanged to kill it, it was so cute and no1 listened to me when I told them what the girl at the store told me. He got another rabbit but it's not so cute. At least they're listning to me now. On that morbid note I must sleep, I have much to stickynote in D&D tomorrow, I plan to make a few pages of notes for myself just so I can claim to have DM notes. If anyone reading this is interested in playing D&D tell me because I wana DM and I'm looking for dedicated reliable member. I got Jesa so far I want at least 3 more if not more if I can get it. Night ^_~" (34 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 18th, 2005
9:31 am	Greed: Medium   Gluttony: Low   Wrath: Low   Sloth: Low   Envy: Very Low   Lust: Medium   Pride: Medium   Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 17th, 2005
6:24 pm	Just saw LWW (The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe) For you stupid fans who think their smart Cronicles of Narnia is the name of the 7 book series and that is only book 2 so the movie is not called Narnia. Anyways...now that that little parinoid rant is done, the movie was excellent, I cried for like half of it. Ya I know I'm a chickbut then again that's why I'm bi right? Anyways...my mom was in the car today telling me why I shouldn't tease my brother with pig latin... Iay illway peaksay igpay atinlay ifay iay antway otay! ickletay esajay! So I was in the car and my mom was saying how my bro said since I kept ending everything with -ay that I was calling him gay and my mom goes. "You know I don't mind if you were but I'd prefer your not, I want some girls in the family eventually." ...sucks to be her (Runs off with cute boys from LWW) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 15th, 2005
10:11 pm	Fuck you all. I have a bad day once and a while I get in a bad mood and I don't feel like helping other people or listning to other peoples problems. This seems to make me a bad person. The one day I don't feel like listning to Tasha go on about how horrible her love life is and that she wants to buy him a present. I don't want to set up your dates, I don't want to set up your phone calls, not like I'm even getting a GOD DAMN THANK YOU out of it. Instead of either of them thanking me they'd rather just complain to me and then get mad at me when I'm not doing a good enough job. WELL SORRY, maybe you should try getting off your ass and doing it for yourselves. Then there's Kita, just don't get me started, just the way she talks to me is driving me crazy, like I'm not good enough to be mud on her boots. Then we have my good old pals who are just acting annoying, Ryan and David think their being funny but they aren't. Liz is whole matter on it's own that I'm just fed up with. She doesn't want to talk to me and when she has to she's an utter bitch. I can't wait for her to give me the opertunity to talk, I emailed her telling her we need to talk and she should come and call me when she decides she's willing to talk. I'm gona give her an earful like you wouldn't believe. After I knock her off her high horse and kick her around maybe she'll be back on ground level like the rest of us and therefore able to be a friend and not a goddamn bitch overlord. Jesa has gone emo just because I don't feel like sitting at my computer doing nothing so that she can RP and talk to me. I mean if it was a serious RP thats one thing but when your just making a stupid soap opera with some of your favorite anime characters...OH there is soo many more people that deserve a spot in this rant. Like Theo, no one likes him, no one wants him around, he constently butts into the group and foolws people around. Like when I'm sitting by myself reading and the guy follows me to a remote destination then proceeds to bug the shit out of me while I'm trying to read. The kid does not realize where he's not wanted, he follows around Dan and Tasha when their off being couple-y. They are trying to find somewhere they can sit and talk alone and he FOLLOWS THEM. Then today there was Vishall who thinks he's the greatest thing in the world. Busy gloating over how great he is at rugby and how strong he is, and how well he knows everything. The idiot didn't do a single machine in our weight training routine today yet I asked him if he'd done them and he said he was done. I know he didn't do any of them yet he was still gona gloat over how great he is. I'm so sick and tired of dealing with social mechanics, Liz is mad at me, Jesa's upset because I'm being so mean, Dan's being an ass because I'm not helping enough with Tasha, Kita's got some damn superiority complex and I'm just sick of them all. I wana just relax by myself and know that this is all taken care of. Current Mood: angry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
6:01 pm	**28 Ways To Win A Girls Heart** 1.Tell her that she is beautiful, not hot, or fine, or sexy 2.Hold her hand at any moment, even if it is just for a second 3.Kiss her on the forehead 4.Leave her voice messages to wake up to 5.Always tell her you love her, at any,and all times 6.When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you 7.Recognize the small things... they normally mean the most 8.Call her baby (not ) 9.Sing to her, no matter how horrible your voice is 10.Pick her over all of the other girls that you hang out with 11.Write her notes (she loves them) 12.Introduce her to people as your girlfriend 13.Play with her hair 14.Pick her up, tickle her, and play wrestle with her 15.Sit in the park and just talk to her 16.Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes 17.Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her!!! 18.Let her fall asleep in your arms 19.Carve your names into a tree 20.If she's mad at you, kiss her 21.Give her piggy back rides 22.Bring her flowers, just because 23.Treat her the same way around your friends as you do when your alone with her 24. Look at her in the eyes and smile 25. Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants 26. Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing 27. Kiss her in the rain 28. If your in love with her...Tell her (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
9:42 pm	everything I want to post is either to big for me to have the time to type or too small for me to care about posting, makes for a boring journal I know... Spent the night Christmas shopping with Jesa and my mom. We went to the Mississauga china town and saw this wicket store with awsome anime stuff. They had all these Naruto shirts and I wanted them so badly >.< My mom got me a Kakashi dogtag for Chirstmas then she borrowed money off me to get another gift for me...a dagger...she's trusting me with a very sharp very cool sharp cool thing. I asked for the sexy dagger with the dragon/tiger hilt. Dont mess with me anymore, I'm armed and dragon-y. I love Chirstmas season, peace on earth and whatnot. I sing carols and dance around and where funny santa hats. I can't wait till I get my missletoe so I can use it where needed. Not nessisarily on myself but needed none the less. I like to give, I just rolled all my change so I could buy more gifts ($112.50 OMG). It's like my entire family is buying gifts for Jesa...they must like her or something ^_^ Well, more to, I'm still sick and my mouth is so sore, I wana drink so much water but it hurts sooo much ;.; Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
1:42 am	You are a Healer-type. Calm and serene, you are an excellent friend and care about other people but you lack the ability to do things for yourself. You need to surround yourself will people so you get lost in the croud. What Kind Of RPG Class are you? brought to you by Quizilla I made this quiz...my first 1 (Comment on this)
1:15 am	I'm feeling good right now...had jesa over...played battlefront 2...just kinda relaxing and de-stressing after a long time of being in constant stress... (Comment on this)